cant sleep... haiz..

Now i feel damn damn sad and heart pain lolz.. i cant sleep at all.. Why like that, i ask myself whether i done something wrong ma? i just give the wrong senser then make Wen angry le.. ( Wen wake me up by pluck my beard) That time i very scare, so i say sorry to Wen Wen many times le.. But Wen tell me that if her ex sure not scold her..

I hate myself cant done better then simon.. I cant giving what Wen need, simon can give whatever Wen need and Wen never feel stress with simon before. But i want to say that i do those thing by silencely.. I also got concern Wen de, may be Wen cant feel it.. When i stay at Wen house, i saw Wen kick away the blanket at mid night, i put back blanket to Wen, because i scare Wen get cool.. Got a few time, Wen sleep beside me at bus or car, i also put my hand on Wen head scare Wen knock ur head.. Even that i cant have a good sleep by accomping mickey and junior (two dogs from Wen) play, i also take away the respone and let Wen have a nice sleep.. Because of Wen, i injuired my fingers. May be those thing that Wen cant see, so Wen treat as nothing..

Other things that i need to tell Wen is u not past away 'rabbit ah gal' this name, is u avoid this name only. U never let this name and the feel to Simon go before, if no u never hate that when ppl call it.. If u really let it go, however ppl say, u also feel nothing at all...

At last, i only can say i will waiting u... my lovely Wen Wen..